PLEASE PLEASE COMMENT AND HELP PLEASE!!!!!!?

OK so the boy from the first edition of is he gay the y light skinned athletic built basketball/football player, anyways i really think that i'm falling for him like really hard and i HATE it and i've been trying to stop but every time i see him it just becomes impossible for me. I'm not in love but it's not just like, i think you can say i am infatuated with him, but i really think he knows, because every time me and my girls or just me walk by he's always looking or looks or just be with his friends and then they all turn around or something. So i guess he's like flattered or something, because he's like EXTREMELY y and he knows it and probably feels like oh i got girls liking me and a gay guy you know. But as much as i don't want to give him that satisfaction it's hard not to like him or think about him, i HATE it but ye i LOVE it please please help what should i do, i'm so confused.